Yay! 2010 has come! The number 3!!

But nothing out seems to be working out for me. Currently.
1st day of January 2010 and I'm experiencing shit. Like seriously. SHIT. All kinds of damned bad news.
My maid is leaving ):
Okay. it may sound a little minor to you but... She worked for me for 4 years. Understand the bond here is between us? No one can replace it. Its not just a mere maid and employers daughter. I dont order her around. i dont demand so much from her. I treat her like another family member.
Hence, it's like a family member leaving me.
I cannot stand it. Maybe I musnt clutch too tightly onto my relationships. Cause I wont be able to let go. i dont know. -__-.

Anyway, Dear World, I know it's a sin to condemn your father and all, but I cannot help it. I dont understand. A person who is so self centered, a person with an erratic temper, a person who changes moods like the weather, a person with totally insane habits, a person who isnt... Like other fathers.
You scold vulgars. You think I cant do that too? "They'll also learn it somewhere else eventually." Yeah I did. I chose not to use it.
Its called self discipline please.

Zzzz.
Enough about him. -.- I'll probably erase that whole chunk of rant when I feel better. I dont want to rant on others... Though I did. To some.

School's reopening.
The teachers are all the same.
Which indirectly also means, nothing much will change.
And how was last year?

A disaster.

I guess you pretty much understand what I mean.
i'm starting to lament everything in my life. Everything. There's so little to enjoy, yet so much to get upset over. It's stupid. Now im welcoming 2012. Come sooner yeah.

I am starting to hate Beatty. Like seriously.
They dont even take the effort to stream us. The teachers suck.

Okay yay Im going back to copy newspaper articles. And i did that right after I realized Mr Ang's gna be our english teacher. I think i have to depend on myself.. Again. Maths also. Science idk, idc. Geog, nah. Hist? Nah. I cant care less. Why? The teachers are already demanding enough.

Ok yay. In conclusion. 2009 is a damn eventful year. (which year isnt?)
All kinds of changes. Big changes. Small ones.
Most importantly, my perspective of everything changed. So did my values. My principles.

The world isnt something to be reckoned with.
A dog eat dog place.

Ex-farreans!